Every year, the Lux contest celebrates the best in photography and illustration. For this year's installment, I was invited to be a member of the jury. It's with great pleasure that I accepted the offer as it was a unique opportunity to see the mechanics of such a contest and to witness from within the discussions leading to the award attribution system. As a young photographer, one who was taught during the transition years between film and digital, I thought I could offer another perspective and offer a different point of view to a jury.
The jury was pretty impressive, composed of individuals strongly opinionated and experienced each one in their respective field. Some discussions were intense, other seemed to all flow in the same direction.
I can't go beside the fact that some of my projects were awarded. It's something I've been thinking about ever since the judging took place. I was under an embargo and couldn't speak a word, which I respected. People who know me can understand how serious I took this embargo as I am known to be a verbal individual.
I am not trying to excuse myself but rather to explain, as the project awarded, ThermoPlastic, was one of a personal nature in which I truly believed in. I am glad the jury was able to grasp the thought process and appreciate the aesthetic research put in to this series. But I know that being on the jury, questions have arise so I would much rather give my side of the medal and explain the process than to let speculation run loose.
I had submitted my work long before being invited to the panel. During the process, I wasn't allowed to discuss any project I was involved in, but I could discuss other projects. I couldn't vote for myself and couldn't talk about my project if it got selected to be on the juror's table to be up for awards. So if a project of mine ended up on the juror's table, someone else had to vote for it in the first place. All projects were presented flat on a table without any form of labeling, making the projects anonymous. They were laid down by an InfoPresse employee following categories and the photographer's sequencing. The only thing the jury could know about a project was the submitted description given by the photographer during submission.
So no. I didn't have my say in the judging of my own work nor did I do anything to put my work up front. I was the first to be surprised by the results, though very happy to see a personal project reaching people. It would've been much nicer for me to simply walk in the room to discover that I won a prize, but if I had to do it again, I would definitely say yes, as being on a jury allowed me to understand the process that goes in to such a contests.